shit

this shit is beggining to consume me apart. watching you like that. it's not that have no one to be anymore. is that can't even forget a second about all the things that there was. when we are not apart. so I could endure it until now.

Now shit happens, and made me started to fade, fade away. and beggining to think to leaving it all alone. leaving you alone. and that can't.

All I can do is wait.

disapointment from waiting

Thought that we could be, and thought that there's a chance for me again

I was already prepared to make my move.

When suddenly everything goes wrong.

I was really expecting that on that moment, is the right moment. but I was to late.

It gaves me the creeps that it will hurt you sincerely. So gave up. don't think that have forgotten what we have felt together. and will not forget it. thus my hopes turns to dust in just one click after you told me that.

And started to regret and think, the thing that you had posts. that it's not over. and it was never over. And it will be forever. so I'll wait

And ll keep on waiting. until now. take care.

beler

baru nyadar anjir gua childish banget dulu.

dapet kesempatan kedua udah, kesempatan ketiga bisa ga ya?

seriusan tapi ya kalo ga ya move on lah-__-

mulai sadar diri*

oke flash back

@claris
thx banget karena udah sempat ngisi wktu gua utk kls 8 smester 1
dan udah mnjadi istilahnya 'fl' buat gua dan itu berharga banget ga bakal gua lupa
dan sorry banget karena slama itu gua cma smacam burden buat lo
klo gua udh brubh sih ya begitulah
cma gua mw mnta maaf dan confess aja buat ngluarin uneg" gua
thx banget yo:-)

@tata
eh gua ga bsa ngmng banyak
thx banget udah ngisi waktu gua jga
dan maaf banget gua udah menjadi beban
gua jga mw mnta maafan, kmaren gua nelpon lo krna itu cma gua ga mw ganggu lo lagi aja
oh ya dan smua yang udah kita lewatn tng ja gua ga bakl bsa lpa
thx dan good luck with your new.
*dan sorry atas posting gua yang lama karena itu cma buat mancing lo marah doank
haha

gua ga bsa ngmng bnyk dan gua ga mau lebay ato bullshit soal smua ini
ya tapi gua cma posting gini cma sbg confess aja karena gua ga mau malah musuhan ama mantan gua
gua mwnya tmenan aja
klo kykny kurg ckup sih akhr" ini gua dnger bbrp lagu yang kyknya nyimpen pesan gua
@clariss famous last word - my chemical romance
@tata seize the day - avenged sevenfold
bkannya alay ato sok banget puitis tapi ya mw gmna lagi
haha*
ywdh thx ya utk keterangan lebih lanjut sms gua ja
once again thx^^

zzz

NAJES, putus langsung sikap murahnya kluar.
kawkwakwkakwakwa
mw playing in the field sberapa parah juga gua ga cemburu men.
zzz

gua udh ga peduli juga.
yang pasti gua ga nyesel apapun atau pun dendam apapun.
gua udah nemu yang baru, dan gua udah nembak, dan hasilnya pun
MEMUASKAN
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cma testing post doank

hahahahaaha